Mama

This holiday season is giving me so many feels. A year ago Ellie Bean was still tucked inside me as Jesse and I walked SO many blocks in NYC on Black Friday just so I could experience Time Square for the first time. Even then I was scared to bring our baby girl into the … More Mama

Opinions

People’s opinions have been on my mind a lot lately (actually, they usually are … I’m working on it). In case you haven’t noticed everyone has an opinion on how to do this mom thing – maybe because there is no specific right way to do it. I struggle with viewing other’s personal opinions as … More Opinions

Time redeemed

I redeem time from neglect and apathy and inattentive when I swell with thanks … and it’s giving thanks to God for this moment that multiplies the moments, time made enough. Ann Voskamp, One Thousand Gifts Sometimes I feel like I’m in a precarious balance of feeling like I’m not doing enough (besides playing with … More Time redeemed

Adapting

I’ve been hesitant to write. I have to keep telling myself this is a place for me to process things – that they don’t have to be written with any purpose except to allow me to express myself. So I’m sorry if this doesn’t resonate with anyone. I know I don’t need to apologize, but … More Adapting

Ellie Grace

  We were going to do maternity pictures on Sunday,” I said as Jesse and the nurse helped me back into my hospital room. I had just seen Ellie for the first time since she was delivered via emergency C-section 6 hours earlier at 3:20 pm Friday, December 8th, 2017. She was 6 ½ weeks … More Ellie Grace

Warmth

Just returning to the place that let me have voice in some of the toughest months of my life. Just for a short post. A quick thought.   “So then, as we have opportunity, let us do good to everyone, and especially to those who are of the household of faith.” ‭‭Galatians‬ ‭6:10‬ ‭ESV‬‬ Hospitality … More Warmth